Found out today that the cousin's wife is pregnant. Have not been taking it well. It could be because last time she was pregant she had the balls to say that sometimes she wishes she could be me because it's so much easier to just have a baby handed to you... Ya, not taking it well.
However, I shouldn't take my shiz out on her. My situation is in no way her fault, and I'm not treating her fairly in my head. And I didn't answer my phone either time she called today. That's not fair to her. I want to be happy for my cute cuz, he's like a brother to me. I love him dearly. I have issues that I don't know how to resolve.
Maybe this time will be different. I should at least give her a chance to be different. Maybe this time she was have the decency to shut it around me. Or at least not make my attempt to have a family seem like a flimsy walk in the park. Maybe...
2 comments:
hmmmm...so she's prego, huh. So, revenge of the woman with the sterile husband. Love her, because you love your cousin...however, wish for stretch marks, massive weight gain, hemeroids, acne, back acne (ewe..), vericose veins and ridiculous water retention... and while that dear little prego woman is dealing with the side effects of the joy of pregnancy, you are going to get in the best shape of your life :) Don't forget, you will have more little ones...chin up sweets, you'll get there.
Maybe she will get hit upside the head? Ugh...I think I know who SHE is and I can't believe it...didn't they just have one? LOL.
I love you sweet girl. Hugs.
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