The days of regulated urination are in full swing. We started on day 12 and we're now on day 17. Which really only means that I'm almost through the second box of "pee sticks." Last time I ovulated on day 20. I don't know whether to look forward to that day or dread it.
The doc told me to stop taking my anti-depression medication when I started my period for this cycle. October was an ugly month. Last Sunday I spend the. entire. day. bawling my eyes out. No good comes from that sort of crap. I think all those emotions that were well controlled while under the influence just came flooding back, tsunami style, and knocked me right in the face.
Something happened at the turning of the month. November started and all of a sudden I'm ready for the good ju-ju and happy happies to come back. I'm nervous, but excited. I'm completely anxiety-ridden... but excited. My goal this time is to try not to pack on 10 pounds waiting for things to happen... but really? What's 10 pounds?
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November is going to be great. You are great. Everything will "eventually" be great all around :)
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