I made the appointment today. On the 22nd we're scheduled for a fertility consult and work up. They emailed the paperwork to me. Holy shiz, there's a lot. Reminds me of our adoption paperwork. The question that stopped me from filling it out? "How excited are you to conceive?" Excited? Um... scared shitless is more like it. Scared that it won't work. Scared that we will conceive then miscarry. I'm not excited. I'm terrified. What the hell am I doing...
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